Sunday, July 19, 2009

Lovely.

Ugh. I hate it when you realize that life isn't going so hot. :/ that time would be now.
* my parents have barely spoken to each other in the past WEEK or so
* i keep messing up friendships/relationships
* school is within the next month
* financial junk
* people without jobs
* we can't handle Brennan anymore. it's just too much. for everyone in my family.
* and some other crud.

UGH. I'm just so frustrated. My mom is just layering on the drama and I just flat out told her to knock it off. She is seriously acting like a thirteen year old. But my dad is so insensitive. He doesn't get what's going on. And guess where it all started, yeah.... Brennan. Ugh. I'm just so mad/sad/confused/upset/ and plain old bummed out. I think I'm gonna go drive around know... who knows where I'll end up! :]

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I didn't shoot the sheriff... but I shot a blonde haired boy...

UGH.
I am seriously going to do something to Brennan and Asher. It's TOO much. It's too much for my mom. Me. Liza. Ava. and Asher. Mr. Parker doesn't understand HoW selfish/rude/obnoxious/and completely disobedient his own child is. Granted they are going through a tough time. But my poor mother had to leave crying today because Brennan was completely dissing my dad, "Mr. Braatz never takes us tubing... blah blah blah." Well ya know what Brennan?! This is an extrememly tough economy and he's trying to do everything to help you. He's given you his HOME, his FOOD, his FAMILY. My dad would give his own shirt off his back if you needed it. Also granted that Brennan doesn't fully understand that :/ Oh, so when my mom was telling him how my dad won the National Quality Dealer of the Year he just said (while she was still talking) BLAH BLAH BLAH. I don't care. It's like, are you kidding me?! Your honestly making a joke out of someone who deserves something so much and who will and IS doing SO much for you. I feel so bad for Asher because now he can't have any of his little friends over this summer, it's so sad. Brennan literally made one of Asher's friends come to near tears. It was terrible. And now Brennan has started to jus haul off and start punching! It's just bad. This entire thing is not working, at all. Now Mr. Parker is taking total advantage of us.... joy. He doesn't come home from work at 7pm. He usually wanders in to get Brennan around 8 or so while we are all trying to get all of his stuff he left strewn through the house together. It's not going well. My mom just got back a few minutes ago from her "outing" ugh. I hate that Brennan is doing this to her. It's terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! K, I have to go, volleyball camp at 8am. Woot!
Over and Out!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

WoWzA

My my. It sure has been quite an adventure...
Adventure is a misuse of words; tragedy would best fit the mood.
I haven't said anything else about Mrs. Parker on here.
The funeral went well, but it was so fake because everyone knew where she was going, like I said, it was so tragic. So Brennan is staying with us, 5 days a week from 7am to 7pm. They are long, hard, days. I'm surprised my mom hasn't lost it yet. It's not his fault, but he's so used to being catered upon, it just doesn't work a lot of the time. And poor Asher, he can't have any friends over this summer because Brennan is always here, and Brennan tends to cause major problems with Ashers friends. My poor mom can't even go anywhere because she has to watch him and I'm usually at work, so I'm not much help! :/
But anywhooo! I GET TO SEE BRAD PAISLEY ON FRIDAYYYY NIGHT!!!!!!!!! Boo and a yahh!
and
PRAISE THE LORD THAT MRS. OPPER IS GOING HOME TOMORROWWWWWWW!

Weird/random things going on:
So today it was really weird. Like, a TON of people at work wouldn't even say hello to me! It was the oddest thing! I would literally give them a very cheery, "Good morning!" and they would act like their shoe had a bomb on it! It was incredible, everyone that walked in literally wouldn't even give me eye contact! It was so strange! Then on chat tonight, I started talking to like three or four people and they all said they couldn't talk! What's wrong?! Lettuce in my teeth!? Hahaaa.
I won't be able to go to the Rebulation convention in Chicago after all. They are spreading Grandmas ashes that day. Sad :( (On both parts!)
I now have my drivers license, I have a life, a job, an income, and a car. woooooooot! :]]]
I get my paycheck in the mail on Thursday... I love payday, hehe! :]
Jonas Brother concert in less than three weeks... major countdown here! haha
I really should be getting to bed... :/ Oh well! :]

SSI was fabulous. Florida was amazing. Dad won the entire competition. Out of 20,000 other dealers in the entire United States, I get to be in the same household as Jeff Braatz, National Quality Dealer of the Year. Boo yahhh! What else... what else. Oh yeah, I'm trying to plan three main things this summer:
Road trip up to Mackinac Island with Krissie and Lauren
WV sleepover
2-3 more parties with 20+ people
Party, party, party! hehe! :]
I also want to be better on the piano, and like... yeah, lots more stuff. Forget three, hahaha. Well. I seriously need to get to bed! I will be posting more regulary! GB,
Over and Out